Allow every possible check. (And save human crystallinity)

Hello, after a while with chess, alerting adventures in self learning - eventually hitting my first rating membrane, I decided to hire a trainer.
On the first lesson, as one of the basic rules (according to his teaching - "that envelopes the matter of an exemplary future civic vitality") he pointed to something, that stood in question with what I thus far observed as an adept within 'chess directing'. Namely, the inevitability of the execution according to Gnostic knowledge "See check - give check!". I was off the track immediately. Yet he was extremely serious about what he wanted me to know. For him, it was a timeless quest. One he stated, he'll pursue till the last grain of stellar-dust in the confines of the cosmic hourglass. He said, that if we allow checks to slip through our fingers we might as well give up on our drive for living. In biological terms, as well as for the subtle aspects of it, because it works in the reverse order - eventually squashing the material module through a cascade of failed function chains. He said every check has its unique soul, and sensitivity which reflects the divine light of Eternal Creation (or something of that ideal). It is our only chance, he insisted. The chess' rational outer boxing presents a suitable form from which unspeakable can be passed to idiots. That's why his lineage chosen chess long time ago. To steer humanity back to its natural stream.

"Chess is a dark world of science" his wife once said, and within this radically cold environment checks are the only tunneling protocol through which drops of deeply personal emotional dew can sublimate.

When his wives father grasped the realization, he stopped giving checks altogether, converting to evaluating situations with newly arising school of thought, that itself was in opposition. Through deeply rooted fear, and conviction, that humans will not understand the profound. The rest of the family had to leave Soviet Union under threats, and with love. The husband and wife believed, that they are protected by the Deity within every check. And that they will find a ground on which New World would flourish - enchanting the melody of every possible check which was caught in the eternal trap of abyssal evaluation, many of them now are thought to be irretrievable.

He said by choosing him as a trainer, I proved by an act of random pointing of a ever-check-giving hand of the ultimate source that I am adequate to protect this miracle further.

I cried. Three nights I went in nostalgia. But I don't know.. The world teaches otherwise.

Any thoughts?

P.S. He also send me those pictures of this New Land. 

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