Can I become a GM?


The laws of physics forbid it.

I thought you were better than stockfish?

I thought you were better than stockfish?
No. That's not true. I was thinking that I am better than Stockfish, but now I have realised that I was wrong.
Why? Was it on Level 1 when you played it?

Frankly speaking I am very tired of playing chess all day. I am progressing very slowly. I am playing chess since 8 years now and my game is not as strong as it should have been by this time. I haven't won a single tournament till now. Probably becoming a GM is beyond my reach now. In 8 more years I will be 30 year old man and if I don't become an expert by that time, I will be nowhere. I have sacrificed my academics for chess and if I fail to reach the top in chess, I will miss out on both academic career and chess. I will be an unsuccessful man and all efforts will be wasted.😓😑😞

Have never played against it, it was more like trying out a new idea, sometimes with an aid of another engine. Have always left him enough time to think. It was never a game between me and the engine, and I'm 10 years old obviously, and probably because everyone else is supposed to be an idiot I'm a girl.

Frankly speaking I am very tired of playing chess all day. I am progressing very slowly. I am playing chess since 8 years now and my game is not as strong as it should have been by this time. I haven't won a single tournament till now. Probably becoming a GM is beyond my reach now. In 8 more years I will be 30 year old man and if I don't become an expert by that time, I will be nowhere. I have sacrificed my academics for chess and if I fail to reach the top in chess, I will miss out on both academic career and chess. I will be an unsuccessful man and all efforts will be wasted.😓😑😞
Chess doesn't make you happy, and with those expectations, it won't make you happy. Reframe your perspective on chess's place in your life and throw your heart into pursuits that will.

Why have you sacrificed your academics, Sohum? I'm sure people around you must have warned you against it.

To be a GM you must either be a prodigy, or, in rare cases, ridiculously gifted. For example, GM Bryan Smith didn't learn to play until he was 14, but he was incredibly talented for some reason and shot up very quickly.
Neither is true for the OP, unfortunately. But you could be 2000, at least!

@OP by the way, I completely feel your pain. Absolutely 100%. I am 17 and 1800 and I have a lifetime dream to be 2200, have spent countless hours and haven't improved, and all my friends are passing me rapidly in the rating lists, especially the younger ones (of course). So if you want to send me a private message, we can talk more about it. I know the feeling so well.

This is what you should do: 1) you must solve 3000 tough chess puzzles 2) you must study the endgame and solve 3000 endgame puzzle 3) you must master your openings by studying at least one book for each of your favourite opening 4) you must learn 500 most important chess strategies 5) study and analyse 200 master games. This is your learning objective for the next two years! After that you will be an expert. You must play at least one tournament game per week.

Why have you sacrificed your academics, Sohum? I'm sure people around you must have warned you against it.

@Teichmann Also most people who don't live in or directly near a big city can't actually play a tournament game every week, because there aren't weekly events.

Why have you sacrificed your academics, Sohum? I'm sure people around you must have warned you against it.
I haven't sacrificed fully, I am doing my Masters in Statistics now. I am in the last year but on the verge of failing. I will have to repeat the year if I fail.
prioritize. just 1 more year. do it right, do it once & do it well.

Why have you sacrificed your academics, Sohum? I'm sure people around you must have warned you against it.
I haven't sacrificed fully, I am doing my Masters in Statistics now. I am in the last year but on the verge of failing. I will have to repeat the year if I fail.
prioritize. just 1 more year. do it right, do it once & do it well.
and then what