The funny thing is, I thought I'd get destroyed in my first tournament (class E section, and I did pretty decently actually) because my dad kept beating me.
Did you beat all your friends and family and then...

For me exactly the opposite, every one I've played were kicking my ass , including my family and when I joined here I was reliefed, that finally somebody is weaker then me .

Maybe you've had some difficult readjustment after facing real opposition?
Hmm?