I accept that I cheated

                        Let me do my Bogey impression.  We searched for the old username but couldn't find it. I told the members to turn the ship upside down, but they wouldn't return the strawberries. Why I threaten to have them all thrown in the brig, but they WOULDN'T tell me where they hid those strawberries. I knew they had the strawberries. Eh.. the cheating??,  that must of been defective gear. 

                       Jesus Christ I'm doing my best here. Jack Nickleson, Humphey Bogard, throw me a bone. A round of applause. I'll sing,  I'll dance.  Ohhh, the horor, the horror.

Look, RogerCaptain. I'm inclined to believe you. But I still don't believe your apologies were from the heart. I still think you did all this just to get your old account back. If you were really sorry you would have handled this whole thing differently.

I tell you a little secret. This is what I mailed RonaldJosephCote before.

"In fact I DID believe he was for real and not a troll. But he wasn't genuinely sorry, so I took him on. Maybe he learned a lesson. I hope so."

Not being sarcastic now.

Don't leave chess.com. Change your ways, trust needs to be earned, not given. I really wish you well. Forget your old account. Make this account count! Start from scratch.

gr. NobodyReally

I have seen "not_a_GM" before. I remember it, I'll look up my games and see if he cheated me too!

                   Erik is a very patient man Captain Roger. Too patient in my opinion, but we've had other worst cases. It'll be a lot of work, but get your old friends back on this new account. I wish you well.

Afterall there is heart in you body.

I was not gaining sympathy

Everything I told was truth I was crying when I was writing to eric and I didnt eat last night didnt talk to sister ,father.

I dont know what lesson you are talking about

I cheated and I am acceoting this

Sir eric says wrote that he could reopen but i dont know why he didnt?

may be I dont know how to handle as you were saying

I am leaving chess.com permantatly

My dream is to become titled played(any) so now I will be joining coaching And i will be back with a titled player

                          Oh god.  you cried, you didn't eat, didn't talk to your father.     All because Erik closed your account??    Your not gonna go kill somebody and put it on U-tube are ya??     Erik's wanted to close my account for 2 years. Maybe I should start cheating.

As far as i know i havent played with you and I was not cheating with titled player

Correct. I checked, we haven't played.

not because he banned me , bc I was ashamed of myself

and how can you be so rude

Let it go, Ronald. I think he's had enough for 1 day.

I meant to write I was not cheating with titled players

I even played with Lyonbeast bur I resigned in 17 moves

the glass was full when i was banned and still you(both) were pouring water

                     Your right, I will let it go, but NOW the truth arises. post 184. you cheated against a TITLED player. THAT'S probably who reported you. You bit off more than you can chew.  Get a good nights sleep, and get something to eat, you look awful. Let Erik sleep. Clear your mind, keep this account, and go from there.  And talk to your father. 

i quoted that I meant to write that I did ot cheat with titled player

And thats truth and I havent played with much Masters so no titled player have reported that

Its dark here and I havent slept so that was a mistake that i missed not in the sentence

Captain Roger is a good nick, this is the only Captain Roger that I know:

Of course there is a heart in my body. But that doesn't mean I don't recoqnize bs when i see it. And I will react to it.

Don't underestimate others people's intelligence.

The lesson was this whole thread really. I advice you to read back on it tomorrow after a good night's sleep. Without all the attached emotion. And with a clear head.

I hope your dream comes true for you. But at the same time you also have a lot of growing up to do. (I believe you are a young kid, right?).

Don't leave chess.com, really. Start fresh, you'll enjoy it. You'll bump in to your old friends again, i'm sure. And to get you started i will be your first new friend (Maybe Ronald will accept you also, ask him).

Sleep well, you deserve a second chance.

NobodyReally

                           RUDE??  did he just call me RUDE??   NOW we're getting somewhere.  Come on buddy, more insults.  I LIVE for those. I'm even gonna start a group;  "The Ron Cote isult group. You can't join unless you insult that son of a bitch. That no good frackin moron. He's a hippy. I met him once, he's filthy. Rumor has it he's a war monging, gay, racist bigot. And an ass hole to boot. Keep them coming, I'm gonna get my gun, and another coffee. YA BABY!  

I have already reported you 

                      I won't accept his friendship unless he insults me some more.