Generally I think you should focus less on the rating (easier said than done, I know!) but instead focus on small things, such as if you spent some time finding a good move, play it, and the engine says it’s the best move- great! Something’s working! Maybe watch a couple videos (I recommend Daniel naroditsky speedrun), then try to copy what he does. Make sure to cherry pick the good ones, though. Once you start winning more then I’d say you’ll be able to start analyzing your losses again.
In fact this is usually what I do myself - I first only analyze my wins, I glorify my high accuracy games, and delude myself into thinking I play good, then I start actually playing good, which restores my confidence.
im not sure if this makes sense because I’m not proofreading anything... hopefully It does.
From May 3 to today, I've lost 76% of my games with a total of 6 wins, 19 losses. This graph represents my ELO "progress" from December 2 to today. Statistically speaking, the more I play, the more likely I am to lose. No one likes losing and I know it gives me an opportunity to learn from my mistakes but I don't want to analyze the countless blunders I make on multiple losses because with that many, how can I remember? I seem to have confidence the following game and believe I'll win because I know I did fine until a few weeks ago. I don't why I'm just now doing this terrible when I do fine against 1200 rated bots and puzzles each day.
Thanks in advance for constructive feedback.