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It's over now. The shock. And I'm okay. I'll bounce back.
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I guess it's another step in the journey for me to have a few female friends here. I never thought it would be so difficult.

I'd like to think I'm a kind person then I come here this morning and there is this savage rant at me. Wow.
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Sometimes I think having a thread like I have there is a natural tendency for a good and a bad guy to appear. And now innerspace has left it was only a matter of time before someone filled his boots.
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I'd like innerspace to know he's welcome along with everyone else.

Tiddlypush now I think you are witmag I like you. Innerspace has been vile but you've always been good company. I thought Tamar was him too. He's drove me crazy. Paranoid.
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Hello, Tom. I think if Lee had a problem with you she should've raised it privately in game or pm. I'm sorry it's upset you.
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.. Though, neither of us, is anywhere Near the same level of 'JC' ..{historical figure}.. Between, Him, and, logically, hundreds of thousands, of others - Being 'dissed', {and, our reaction, to that}, is part of the Journey! .. Believe it !  [ :

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Hello Jane.

I'm a person that is open and seeing someone I talked privately to attack me publicly is really stressful.

I think it's also got to me too because it was such a vicious attack I naturally think are the things being said true?

I even looked to see what narcissist meant. If she'd said dumb about me she'd have been right.
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That's true Ed. It's just a first I've talked to someone privately and they've went for my throat publicly. I'd have liked to believe I'm a genuine and friendly person and that wouldn't happen.
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I'll live. It does make me question being here. It scares me actually.
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I'm such an open person perhaps one day I'll have to leave here.
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These guys think I'm making up my private life but I'm not and it concerns me a person would talk privately then attack publicly.
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Yeah Kay but my private life is real actually and I talk about it
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I don't think I'll leave and I don't think I'll stop challenging people but it does make me wonder if I'll leave here one day because I'll feel it's compromising my personal security.
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Anyway it's not all bad. I love talking to you here Jane you are a friend I love within the threads. Beautiful. I love Ed's gentle grace too. Things aren't so bad.
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I'm listening to it's now or never. So beautiful. Love it
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.. Just, to be clear, 'Tom'.. Was the earlier.. 'Your full of 'sh_t', comment, {by, you-know-who}, Also 'upsetting' to you?

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There's an inherent danger in being too open with people you don't know. I agree with Rev, it can backfire.
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Full of. No! I love Carla
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That's not me though. I am my natural self always. Rules don't work for me. Can't
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I guess maybe one day I'll have to leave. We'll see