Life as it Appears to me!

Today I was work. But I have been working now for the last 15 years or more with no real change in my current life circumstances which is to say keep on going to work day in and day. I am at work right now and objectives to meet there. I do this, in exchange for something society have called money. I then take this money and exchange it food. What else to do with life?

I live alone. I play chess. I am going crazy.

I don't have a community I would call my own. I don't owe society anything. Society doesn't owe me anything.

Everyday is the same with no end in sight.

People don't care what I do, think or say. They only care if I am a slave, to pay taxes. I am at service to others but they don't serve me. I find life and the situation I am in odd.

Life offers me nothing. Work. Work. Work. Work. Work. Work.

I'm 35 years old. What else to say? What else to talk about?

My head hurts. Feel like doing something crazy. I feel like ending it all and be done with it.

Talking to myself again I see. Back to work I guess.

I don't feel so good.

I am going to be off-the-grid.

I am going to be a millionaire.

Bogart was supposedly a man of few words

i am looking for a community. i am looking for friends. i am a jew.

i have work in the morning

i am a responsible adult.

i have no goals in life. all has already been achieved.

Sure. People in general don't want to talk to me (they often just want me to do something) I write down my life here. I am at work now doing the best I can. In other news, I am going to build a chess team and improve my chess.

Thanks RedGirlZ

Let's talk. 

Listen boys, this man has already stated that he's in agony.

Now, you're both very young, and your brains haven't developed the necessary quantity of mirror neurons to empathise with other human beings, so I don't blame you for being... What's the English word for "niños maleducados"?

Anyway, I'd like you to stop. You have no idea of what consequences your bullsh*t behaviour may lead to. This is a human being, not a plastic toy. None of us were put here on this earth for your entertainment.