#1 they what?! That’s horrible! Ur, like, the nicest person on otf. Whoever said that prob hates themselves and r jealous of u(ill bet that they’re ugly af)
On a more serious note, please call or text a helpline.
You said your mom wouldn’t be too helpful if you told her, and if you really are having trouble with your mental health and thinking bad thoughts, then I would recommend it. I’ll send you some in a minute.