Those are some deep thoughts.
I hope that you can start feeling better mentally and make more sense of your emotions. Life is about making the best of it, whatever that is for you.
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It’s nice to share things that can be oxymoronically private yet publicly accessible. Sometimes, the biggest thing that hurts a person is the person to themself, and expressing an opinion can help relieve that self-pain. Stay strong 💪
Is there a point of writing a book if you know what’s gonna happen? Books are a story, and you read them first the surprises, the unexpected. It doesn’t change for the person who writes it, right? I get that people write for others, or as a sort of technique, and I guess that undermines my argument, but is it worth to write a story already told? Personally, I think not.
Oppressive thoughts kind of rampaging through my head right now. Struggling to make sense of anything. Ever since a year ago, where otf and depression came, I haven’t thought or been the same. I guess this goes to show how experiences impact us. It proves we are biased. But still, every day, the world is wrong, I face challenges more than anyone I know, and I’m still stuck with nothing. I lost fight ages ago, and now I’m stuck in the current of time. Just how the river ebbs, so does my thoughts, and now, I wait for there to be something, anything, that gives me direction, or puts me onto the bank. So far… little effort has been made to stop me from drowning.
Finally, a word to AGC. If you’re reading this, I just want you to know that I’m not attacking you. Merely saying things that I think you should notice. I want you to chill out. Recently, you’ve been more and more aggressive, and kind of obnoxious to a few people. Maybe this can only get me muted, but now you know how I feel, it might stop you. You could probably listen more to me than anyone in my actual life.