what I am?

What is anti matter? What is dark energy? What is dark matter? Which spark created the life on this universe? How? Which force created the big bang? That same force created the life?
The same form of energy in sun is same inside me. But the quantity is only different. What make me apart from the edge of this universe? Is really the space between me and the edge of this universe? Why I can not travel to there? Our body is made of flesh and bones. The flesh and bones are made of amino acids, calcium and the compounds of many chemicals. But what is life? What am me? Which force makes me in live? Which matter makes me to feel and thick?
The science says the dark energy is every corners of this universe. You can’t touch it, can’t feel it and can’t see it. What is it?
Is that the energy make me alive? That is the energy created the spark of the life on this universe? The life (soul) and matter is the form of different things? What make me connected with the universe?
The body is the part of the matter? What type of energy makes me alive? The energy that makes the sun burn is same as keep me as alive?
I’m a tiny peace of this universe. The secret behind the universe is same as inside me. No. not inside me it is me. I am the secret of this universe. Then I am the god, if I understand inside me.
I was that universe before when I wore this flesh and bones of body. After ‘called’ death I will become this universe again. May be I will born some other part of this universe or to any other universes. But what I am between ‘called’ birth and death. I always this universe at the all the time.( may be matter, or energy or dark matter what it so called) but what am I between birth and death? Same as before and after birth and death.

Sounds like you've got it all figured out.

Symptoms of Lightning Strike
Symptoms of a lightning strike include:

Thermal burns
Clothing that is blown apart or burned
Breathing problems, including not breathing
Confusion, disorientation, and memory problems
Cardiac arrest or irregular heartbeat
Personality changes, which can be permanent
Loss of consciousness or coma
Temporary hearing loss
Numbness, tingling, or pain
Weakness or paralysis
Vision problems

Always seek medical attention after being struck by lighting. Even if the injury appears minor, lightning strikes can cause permanent injury and disability.

Sounds like you might believe in reincarnation my friend