Sorry
An explanation & apology from magpie
I hope you're doing better now, at least a little.
Keep in mind that if you start regularly feeling this way, a helpline or other resource is a good idea.
I didn't see this forum that you speak, but Im understanding nonetheless. Ill be praying for you bro.
Feel free to talk with me if you ever want to
Wish you the best bro, hope everything sorts out good :)