Just don't expect me to take you seriously. I can't have a conversation with you. You're hiding your heart.
If you'd ever like to talk I'm right here.
Why do you keep bringing NIk up? man...this is your thread so it can be all about you. what i'm saying is, this is your journal. i'm understanding it. you can express all you want...your thread. I just understand it now. A JOURNAL. makes you understandeable now in my book. I get it.
and as a journal, no one really sees it, however, online, everybody can, so the opinions are given. You've made up your mind on almost verything in your life, but will accept any ones opinion;because it's your journal. wow.
making comments about what I hear? i'm reading you Tom. and it's a diary. question is, do I want to peak in and read your journal from time to time or keep you to your privacy like a journal is.
paranoid and defensive?
you're going to have to learn to accept what is being thrown at you, because not everyone thinks at all like you. You will get called out. I will get called out. We all get called out. we can have normal convo, but you get paranoid and defensive.
How can you even express yourself? ahhh...because this is your journal. You feel safe writing down your thoughts. but....we, your voices, creep in. You try to bat the bad ones away by getting defensive and throwing it (or trying to throw it back) in our face, but it doesn't work because you get upset.
I don't believe I am any where near a fighting stance. i'm sitting down for cripes sake.
However, I don't want to provoke...that's not good. Getting out of this groundhogs day thread. "Relax and have a Taco".
TOM-TOM as Aunty Primrose has advised you in one of your many threads why not fly out to South Africa and join her and Louis "Lunchbox" at the Skinny Dipping Fest at Mangrove Beach?Would do you a power of good methinks.The assembled company no doubt all in the buff would sit around you hanging onto every word you uttered.Sunshine would warm your psyche.Perhaps kaynight would like to travel with you for the experience.I think you said you have Aunty Primroses cellphone number-go on call her
Ed I don't know why you think I'm happier. I wonder what made you think that.