having your own fantasy vs preferring the real world are completely different
the real world is the one that exists and is mentally harder for someone who even relatively cares about their own life to leave
if ya click on this forum just know your gonna waste a minute
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AZA-kun wrote:
having your own fantasy vs preferring the real world are completely different
the real world is the one that exists and is mentally harder for someone who even relatively cares about their own life to leave
Wut has this forum become i was just trying to waste people’s time lmfaooo
Uhhhh....
royalknight101 wrote:
EmilyRusu wrote:
What is even going on?
life
Royal knight spitting factssss rn
EmilyRusu wrote:
royalknight101 wrote:
EmilyRusu wrote:
What is even going on?
life
Ah, Yes life sometimes it's nice but mostly it's really Brutal
Sad truth
royalknight101 wrote:
EmilyRusu wrote:
royalknight101 wrote:
EmilyRusu wrote:
What is even going on?
life
Ah, Yes life sometimes it's nice but mostly it's really Brutal
tell me about it sigh, everyday is just a pain in the arse for me
Rip i feel bad for you
Just know ur worth more than a queen 
Lol this forum has somehow talked about everything ya need to know about life really music depression
And that’s life in a nutshell lmao
royalknight101 wrote:
Lud6969 wrote:
Lol this forum has somehow talked about everything ya need to know about life really music depression
thats how this era is nowadays, i miss the youth when i wouldnt care about troubles and actually smile for once instead of being peer pressured, broken, or feeling crushed in just a hour
No ones peer pressuring u u seem like a nice guy and should just smile makes ya feel good watch some YouTube or something do what makes u happy if ya like sports tmrw ya should play also go outside more if ya dont cuz that helps depression.also maybe search up therapy I’m sure theirs some hotlines for free online dat u can call and just remember enjoy life have fun if ya love to play chess keep going just remember ur worth more than a queen and ur amazing and no one can deny that
royalknight101 wrote:
Lud6969 wrote:
And that’s life in a nutshell lmao
not really, its just the real world
Yea dat sentence wasn’t true at all lol
OMG IM THE 69 POST
Noiceee
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Umm wut I didn’t even see this comment and mine goes perfect with it for some lols
royalknight101 wrote:
Lud6969 wrote:
royalknight101 wrote:
Lud6969 wrote:
Lol this forum has somehow talked about everything ya need to know about life really music depression
thats how this era is nowadays, i miss the youth when i wouldnt care about troubles and actually smile for once instead of being peer pressured, broken, or feeling crushed in just a hour
No ones peer pressuring u u seem like a nice guy and should just smile makes ya feel good watch some YouTube or something do what makes u happy if ya like sports tmrw ya should play also go outside more if ya dont cuz that helps depression.also maybe search up therapy I’m sure theirs some hotlines for free online dat u can call and just remember enjoy life have fun if ya love to play chess keep going just remember ur worth more than a queen and ur amazing and no one can deny that
i am not suicidal or that manic... i was actually a very optimistic kid but life brought me down and then i became one heck of a stubborn brute just cause i couldnt take it anymore. online is different and not what i mentioned but about real life as now i am in the point of thinking "does this matter", should i really "do this", or why am i "even here" to begin with. many always tell you the same story but in the end it all brings you back to the same factor which is money, something that devours even the most positive people through greed and desperation. everyone expects you to be something your not, they want you to graduate, get a job and make money but would they ever bother you about what you "actually want" or who you "make youself to be" and the answer is no. their would usually just be one friend encouraging you and even talking with you from time to time but as years pass, he leaves and now thats the funny side that now "your not smiling anymore" and that its just a joke without a punchline. all it takes is a simple smile or fake one to feel very impactful towards others but at the same time, it also leads to your demise cause people would never worry about you and thats the thing about depression. it doesnt have a face, it can be hidden, manipulated, or even abused to the point that it just becomes a certain habit till you die cause of "snapping" from the thoughts inside of you and it just hurts but you dont feel anything.
Wow that’s a lot to take in.first of all I feel how ya felt before quarantine I had a best friend but he sadly left the country we always would chat and during quarantine I just felt sad but I did get into chess to cure my boredom which was nice I’m glad to hear ur not suicidal cuz I was scared u was.now I’m very lucky I have a best friend who lives 3 blocks from me and we see each other everyday if he left me I would feel heartbroken cuz he’s like the only person I talk to nowadays.I’m hoping I can make new friends when school starts but back to the point I 100 percent have felt how ur feeling rn.I just want you to know that life matters and u should make the most of it because it’s not like we can enjoy it for eternity .Hope ya feel happy again soon and please have fun I was watching one of ur vids and u seems to have fun when u played with the street chess players I think u should do more of that it seems to boost your happiness.
EmilyRusu wrote:
royalknight101 wrote:
Lud6969 wrote:
royalknight101 wrote:
Lud6969 wrote:
Lol this forum has somehow talked about everything ya need to know about life really music depression
thats how this era is nowadays, i miss the youth when i wouldnt care about troubles and actually smile for once instead of being peer pressured, broken, or feeling crushed in just a hour
No ones peer pressuring u u seem like a nice guy and should just smile makes ya feel good watch some YouTube or something do what makes u happy if ya like sports tmrw ya should play also go outside more if ya dont cuz that helps depression.also maybe search up therapy I’m sure theirs some hotlines for free online dat u can call and just remember enjoy life have fun if ya love to play chess keep going just remember ur worth more than a queen and ur amazing and no one can deny that
i am not suicidal or that manic... i was actually a very optimistic kid but life brought me down and then i became one heck of a stubborn brute just cause i couldnt take it anymore. online is different and not what i mentioned but about real life as now i am in the point of thinking "does this matter", should i really "do this", or why am i "even here" to begin with. many always tell you the same story but in the end it all brings you back to the same factor which is money, something that devours even the most positive people through greed and desperation. everyone expects you to be something your not, they want you to graduate, get a job and make money but would they ever bother you about what you "actually want" or who you "make youself to be" and the answer is no. their would usually just be one friend encouraging you and even talking with you from time to time but as years pass, he leaves and now thats the funny side that now "your finally smiling from the breakdown" and that its just a joke without a punchline. all it takes is a simple smile or fake one to feel very impactful towards others but at the same time, it also leads to your demise cause people would never worry about you and thats the thing about depression. it doesnt have a face, it can be hidden, manipulated, or even abused to the point that it just becomes a certain habit till you die cause of "snapping" from the thoughts inside of you and it just hurts but you dont feel anything.
You are 100% relateable I literally had something similar happen to me
Facts
Howdy Thanks for the time waster!
Np anytime and I’d do it again lol